Been very busy this month.

*sigh*

What's Cooking

What’s Cooking

I set boundaries

You can be close but not too much because it makes me feel uncomfortable. I have my own boundaries, I set them. I demand you respect my boundaries, my private bubble. You are scaring me away and I am ready to flee anytime.

I am not for free

I do not give myself for free and I am not even for sale. You would, and you have to, realize that.

Importance

You almost told me I am not important. You are almost already denying me. We agreed upon it but still I feel so disregarded. If you keep on doing what you always do then you would just make people feel unimportant.

Vague

What is happening? You suddenly acted weird. I cannot understand you. I am not a mind-reader. You have to get your point through so I can know why you are acting like that. Explaining to me isn’t very hard. I will listen to you without interrupting you.

Hidden motives

What is your motive for asking that? I do not want to think badly of you but it is the sole reason that I could logically come up with. I suppose you are not afraid to lose what you do not have… just do not do that again in front of me.

Squeal

Do not be angry if I squeal. You cannot blame me. You have a backup and I don’t. I am alone in this whole thing. I am bursting. I am helpless. I was wrong when I thought that I could endure all of this.

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Thoughts pondered upon:
= Conflict is essentially good.
= You cannot be afraid to lose what you do not have.
= Get your point through.
= Beware of the limits.
= You are as mean as I am.
= Weak…