Hurt / Naiinis…
* Nung sinabi mo sa akin mo iku-kwento yung “latak” (ito yung term mo) ng gusto mong i-kwento. Sana naman better term ang ginamit mo. Na-feel ko lang na I don’t belong in your life.
* Iniiwan mo kami kapag tumatawid… Hello?! Gusto ko lang malaman kung kasama mo ba kami.
* Tinalikuran mo ako nung may sasabihin pa ako sa’yo.
* Mag-oopen up na sa’yo kung bakit ako naiinis tapos parang wala ka namang pakialam. Sinasabi mo pang ‘wag na lang kasi nga hindi nga ako nagsasabi… Er! Sasabihin na nga, eh. You made me feel disregarded.
* Sa hostile mong pakikipag-usap sa akin. Pinaramdam mong walang kwenta yung sasabihin ko.
* Nakakalimutan mo ako kapag may ibang tao na. Sometimes you make me feel left out.
* Wala kang effort. Kahit sabihin mong friends lang tayo, mag-effort ka naman as a friend. Walang initiative.
* Tinulugan mo ako sa phone… Tinatawanan ko lang yun pero na-hurt ako talaga dun. Napahiya ako, alam mo ba yun?
* Tinawanan mo ako nung akala ko about us yung sinasabi mo pero hindi pala… Ang lakas pa ng tawa mo nun, ah. Napahiya mo ako.
* May tinanong ako pero hindi mo ako sinagot… To think na magka-usap tayo seconds before nun.
Isa pa… Sana you mean what you say. Hindi ko alam kung kailan ako maniniwala dahil iba yung ginagawa mo sa sinasabi mo.
Sometimes… I hate how you make me feel…you make me feel bad…
Ayaw kong magaya tayo sa nangyari sa amin. Hindi ako madaling mag-open up lalo na kapag feelings ang involved. Takot? Nahihiya? Hindi ko alam kung ano basta mahirap lang. Kaya sana malaman mo na effort talaga sa akin ang magsabi kung bakit at kung ano.
Monday, February 23, 2009
Saturday, February 07, 2009
With and Without a Toilet
With and Without a Toilet
There are things that you know but will still shock you…just like the first time…
I was walking on an unpopular but populous street in Manila when this kid sprouted from the ground. She was trying to pull up her pants and walked as if nothing happened. I wouldn’t be in a shock if she was just fixing her pants’ fit. Then… I looked down and saw her pee on the floor which is roughly three feet away from 7/11’s door, few inches away from me and all of the people passing by. Did she pee on the sidewalk? I was shocked because she did.
It wasn’t my first time to see such sight. It wasn’t my second also. It was the nth time…too many to count.
An earlier sighting happened in Recto. My friends and I were walking there, the part near Recto station, UE’s side (just described if ever you know it), when suddenly an old lady pushed down her pants and sat down beside the sidewalk. My friends and I just smiled at each other wondering what she’s going to do…pee or poo. Even if you don’t see such scene you would still suspect that the street is a big open public toilet because it smells like stale urine
One of the most unforgettable toilet things is the literally public toilet. It isn’t public as public…but public enough to be seen by everyone. The feeling was quite…terrifying. There is no room, only two walls where the first one is behind you (I think it’s a house’s wall) and the second one is as high as the toilet bowl which is useless. In front of you is the 2’x3’ window to a living room and around you is…everyone. I didn’t pee there even if I think my gallbladder was going to burst.
It’s not just pee, there’s also some poo.
This just happened earlier this day. I was in school then. I went to our comfort room, which normally smells rancid, and checked the cubicles…I entered the one with the continuous flush, it’s not technology…it’s just broken. I just ignored the scent of the fresh poo and just continued with my thing. It really stinked and the smell sticked to my nose. But I can’t see any trace on the bowl. The bowl was clean but the floor wasn’t. The poo was on the floor. Was it really the poo I have been searching for? It was… I can’t believe myself that I was seeing a poo on the floor and what is more unbelievable is that the poo is behind the bowl, it even looked liked virgin from any human intervention. I do not know why I panicked…maybe because of the fact that I saw a poo behind the bowl. I think the smell gets worse when you see the real thing.
There are things that you know but will still shock you…just like the first time…
I was walking on an unpopular but populous street in Manila when this kid sprouted from the ground. She was trying to pull up her pants and walked as if nothing happened. I wouldn’t be in a shock if she was just fixing her pants’ fit. Then… I looked down and saw her pee on the floor which is roughly three feet away from 7/11’s door, few inches away from me and all of the people passing by. Did she pee on the sidewalk? I was shocked because she did.
It wasn’t my first time to see such sight. It wasn’t my second also. It was the nth time…too many to count.
An earlier sighting happened in Recto. My friends and I were walking there, the part near Recto station, UE’s side (just described if ever you know it), when suddenly an old lady pushed down her pants and sat down beside the sidewalk. My friends and I just smiled at each other wondering what she’s going to do…pee or poo. Even if you don’t see such scene you would still suspect that the street is a big open public toilet because it smells like stale urine
One of the most unforgettable toilet things is the literally public toilet. It isn’t public as public…but public enough to be seen by everyone. The feeling was quite…terrifying. There is no room, only two walls where the first one is behind you (I think it’s a house’s wall) and the second one is as high as the toilet bowl which is useless. In front of you is the 2’x3’ window to a living room and around you is…everyone. I didn’t pee there even if I think my gallbladder was going to burst.
It’s not just pee, there’s also some poo.
This just happened earlier this day. I was in school then. I went to our comfort room, which normally smells rancid, and checked the cubicles…I entered the one with the continuous flush, it’s not technology…it’s just broken. I just ignored the scent of the fresh poo and just continued with my thing. It really stinked and the smell sticked to my nose. But I can’t see any trace on the bowl. The bowl was clean but the floor wasn’t. The poo was on the floor. Was it really the poo I have been searching for? It was… I can’t believe myself that I was seeing a poo on the floor and what is more unbelievable is that the poo is behind the bowl, it even looked liked virgin from any human intervention. I do not know why I panicked…maybe because of the fact that I saw a poo behind the bowl. I think the smell gets worse when you see the real thing.
Wednesday, February 04, 2009
February
February na. Hindi man lang ako nakapag-blog ng January dahil hanggang ngayon sira pa rin yung monitor namin.
May ibang feel talaga kapag February. Hindi ko maintindihan. Tulad nang Pasko na maraming ilaw sa daan, kapag February parang may imaginary hearts akong nakikita na lumilipad. Nandyan na naman ang flowers and chocolates...flowers ba? Nung grade 5 pa ako huling naka-receive at friend ko pa ang nagbigay.
Lagi naman akong may ka-date kapag February 14...lagi kong ka-date ang sarili ko. Lagi akong mag-isang umuuwi na lagi naman akong mukhang haggard tapos karamihan ng makikita ko eh may hang over pa ng kilig moments nung binigyan sila ng kung ano ng kung sino. Ay ewan. Hindi naman ako bitter dahil sa isang normal na araw lang sa akin ang Feb 14. Nothing special maliban sa birthday yun ni Jeff.
Hay ewan. Bakit ba tuwing February kailangan kong mag-blog ng ganito? Para tuloy akong bitter. Hehehe...
PS (para kay Vhe)
Di bale nang isa lang ang character sa love life mo. Ano nga naman? Kung masaya ka naman... Ayun.
...may nagbago ba sa mga sinabi ko sa tinext ko sa'yo? Hehehe.
...tulad ng mga nakaraang taon...hanggang ngayon single pa rin ako. So what? Hahaha! Ü
...basta hindi ako bitter...parang lang. Hahaha...
May ibang feel talaga kapag February. Hindi ko maintindihan. Tulad nang Pasko na maraming ilaw sa daan, kapag February parang may imaginary hearts akong nakikita na lumilipad. Nandyan na naman ang flowers and chocolates...flowers ba? Nung grade 5 pa ako huling naka-receive at friend ko pa ang nagbigay.
Lagi naman akong may ka-date kapag February 14...lagi kong ka-date ang sarili ko. Lagi akong mag-isang umuuwi na lagi naman akong mukhang haggard tapos karamihan ng makikita ko eh may hang over pa ng kilig moments nung binigyan sila ng kung ano ng kung sino. Ay ewan. Hindi naman ako bitter dahil sa isang normal na araw lang sa akin ang Feb 14. Nothing special maliban sa birthday yun ni Jeff.
Hay ewan. Bakit ba tuwing February kailangan kong mag-blog ng ganito? Para tuloy akong bitter. Hehehe...
PS (para kay Vhe)
Di bale nang isa lang ang character sa love life mo. Ano nga naman? Kung masaya ka naman... Ayun.
...may nagbago ba sa mga sinabi ko sa tinext ko sa'yo? Hehehe.
...tulad ng mga nakaraang taon...hanggang ngayon single pa rin ako. So what? Hahaha! Ü
...basta hindi ako bitter...parang lang. Hahaha...
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