Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Question and answer...

Psychoanalyze Yourself.
Fill in your answers and then scroll for the meaning behind it. Don't mess up the fun, do the answers first.

1. You are not alone. You are walking in the woods. Who are you walking with?
> My sister

2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal is it?
> It is a dog

3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal?
> Nothing… I just look at the dog…

4.You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing with your dream home that looks like...
> Very modern… Very beautiful and artistically made… It’s a three-floor house where I can run freely inside…

5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence?
> Yes

6.You enter the house. You walk in to the dining room and see..
> Big and grand table with food and drinks… Piyesta na ‘to!

7. You exit the house through the back door. Lying in the grass is a cup. What material is the cup made of?
> Glass... Crystal...

8.What do you do with the cup?
> Look at it… If it’s mine then I would probably pick it up

9.You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself standing at the edge of a body of water. What type of body of water is it?
> Something smaller than the sea… A lake maybe… I don’t like to build my house on sand as base…

10. How will you cross the water?
> By a liner! Haha! Lake lang, eh! By yacht maybe… Hehe…

What the answers mean:
1. The person who you are walking in the woods with is the most important person in your life.

2. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems in your life.

3. The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems.

4. The size of your dream home is representative of the size of your ambition to solve your problems.

5. NO fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times.
The presence of a fence indicates a closed personality. You'd prefer people not to drop by unannounced.

6. If your answer did NOT include food, flowers, or people, then you are generally unhappy.

7. The durability of the material with the cup is made of is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship with the person you named in #1.

8. Your disposition of the cup is representative of your attitude toward person in #1.

9. The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your sexual desire.

10. How wet you get in crossing the water is indicative of the relative importance of your sex life.

Monday, March 12, 2007

I get older and older everyday… Today I get…much older…

I am 17 years old now. Goodbye sweet 16…

I wanted to be discreet about my birthday and I even just told few people about it since my college life started.
I have never wanted to celebrate my birthday annually since I get older everyday.
I almost got late this morning… Nah… Our Humanities prof arrives later. I entered our room and was surprised. My classmates greeted me a happy birthday. My eyes became wetter and wetter that I almost cried.

To Jeffrey and Zino… Zino and Jeffrey… And to everyone reading this…
Then I saw, a white candle lighted on the upper-right corner of my supposedly old wooden chair. Well… I thought there’s a wake. It stands together with two cupcakes (I think) and our Marketing module lies above a note. Well… It was a birthday note written on a 6-column journal. I let my eyes wander through our white painted room. I was looking for Vera, Zino or Jep. No one… I saw none of them. I just saw the green translucent envelope of Vera (I think). I cannot believe my eyes. Then, I sat. I saw Zino outside our room. I almost wanted to cry. My eyes were filled with tears that my sight became blurry. I have never expected this from them…from the two of them to be exact. They always pick on me. This is to both of you… I really appreciated what you’ve done. It shows, doesn’t it?

To Vera… To Vhe… And to everyone reading this…
My first sincere embrace was with you (excluding embraces with my mom), Vera. I just like the feeling knowing that you are there. You have given me too much. Thank you… I am really glad I knew you. I can still remember the day I first met you and your big Pooh bag. I can still remember how I liked your name. Oh… I want to express my most earnest appreciation for what you have given me.

To Jeffrey, Vera and Zino… Vera, Zino and Jeffrey… Zino, Jeffrey and Vera…
I love the three of you. You are special to me. I really have had a hard time finding you. I even told my sister that I was finding no friends. Why should I search beside me if what I am searching for is in front of me? I was really wrong. Who could dip his finger into my drink? Who heard my stories twice or even thrice? Who could teach me how to love standing? Who could teach me how to embrace sincerely? Who taught me to love sudoku? Who taught me to look up every conversation? Who helped me understand life more? Who… who… who… The answers are the three of you. Hehe…

Sobrang natuwa talaga ako kanina. Tears of joy yung naranasan ko. Hindi ko na maipaliwanag yung sayang naramdaman ko kanina. Basta. Naging iba talaga yung birthday ko ngayon dahil sa inyo… Ibang-iba talaga, promise… Kahit walang birthday cake, walang birthday song, kahit walang birthday candle, kahit wala pa man ng kung anumang may birthday eh… Masaya talaga ako… Akin na lang yung kandila… Gagamitin ko kapag brown-out sa amin. Hehe! Joks lang…
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